Friday, 26 July 2013

Love.

"When the night has come and the land's dark,
when the moon is the only light we'll see,\
look at the stars; can you count them?
I miss you that much."
-unknown
 
It hurt a lot to know that I love you, from the moon and back.
Everyday facing quite a lot of stress.
Sometimes I just cant control myself to,
keep that little bit of angry within myself.
Bury myself under work, trying to forget.
but if I cant control my own emotions ,
cannot forgive you how am I suppose to love....
Give me a solution, please.
Nightmare because you and HER HER HER AND HER
(typing her was just so much fun so I typed a little too much)
It just cannot stop playing over and over in my head.
The feeling in my heart, keep killing me
My heart shatters over and over again.
Your love, is it too much for me to handle?
 OR am I assuming you love me?
if two people were meant to be together, is it us?
Can we then in the end find back that feeling we used to have?
The love we forage for?
or the problem is just with me?

Lost of opinion, Lost of thought, Lost of the feeling .
Lost practically everything...
But, when the day came ,
when I found everything I lost that day knowing the truth,
will you still be there?
Love or Hate.
Fight or Not.
Let go or Not.
 
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My sister, no matter how annoying she is she will never ignore me.
Even when I order her round the house.
I love you Joyce, I know you do too.

 
 So well, 20 June 2013,
I went to MBS!  hahaha, thanks to HweeHan.
SO of course, I went with my Love and a bunch of LOVELY FRIENDS!<3
so, pictures speaks a thousand words :




 
-INSERT OTHER LOVELY PEOPLE TOO-
 
BUHBYE!:)
xoxo. Love.

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

Forgiving.

Forgive.
"Forgive and Forget."
"Can you forgive me?" 
"I will forgive you."
These words often appears in life, how many time exactly have you forgiven someone and also begged for forgiveness?
People say forgiving is an inner heart feeling.
When you forgive, this incident then would not be kept in heart , would not be often spoke about.
But, I face a problem, I think I forgive someone already. However, this in incident keep appearing in my hand, heart stabbing feeling still could be felt.
What then someone should do?
Really to forgive and forget entirely?
What if I cannot forget?
What then would happen?
From today onwards, I hope I can forgive freely.
Take out the thorns in my heart, and let it go.
The only solution
Dreams.Heartbreak.Love.Believe.
Today, lets forgive one another and live tomorrow with no hatred.
 
xoxo.Love