A Castle

I built a wall, waiting for you to break it down.

I built a door, waiting for you to walk through it.

I built a castle, waiting for you to stay with me.

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I saw relationship with a whole new view today.

Well, not really today but just after so long ....

Relationships can be strong like metal.

Relationship can be weak like paper too.

It breaks easily, tear easily and burns easily.

Some relationship can be both, like glass.

It shutters once it drop, but it is still strong.

But no matter what relationship it is,

once it breaks and you wan to use SUPER GLUE or TAPE or whatever.

There would be a scar left behind.

These scars can make us grow.

These scars can remind us not to fall back into the same problems we once faced.

But how many people indeed remember those scars they had, in life.

Reality is cruel, growing up is a torture but we have to face it.

So what even if we want to stop growing want to hide from reality.

Can we really hide from this?

Hide from everyone including yourself?

Would you wake up in horror of your sweet dreams?

Or would you wake up smiling that you had a sweet dream?

Since dreams are the opposite of reality.

Would sweet dreams = Bad reality?

Reality is filled with mostly simple and some complex stuffs.

The simpler things were to be, the more people think it is complicated, making things complicated.

Thoughts kill, overthinking KILLS MORE.

It should be time we stop thinking, and start working ... DREAMS.

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For years, I have been in Relationship and everyone always give me the same advise.

And I always give people the same advise, obviously.

But its easy said then done.

Well people would always say:

1. talk to him- boyfriend(or in your case anyone who this 'problem' concerns)

sit down and talk PEACEFUL.

 But WHO CAN BE PEACEFUL TO SPEAK WITH (SOMEONE) when in problem!

who wouldn't be angry/sad/anything?

who can just sit down and talk your heart out.

I admit I cant... but I always advise people to do so.

2. Some people will ask you to stand in a Third Person point of view.

And re-view this whole problem and incident.

But obviously I cant, cause I only care about oneself (no just joking)

I feel even when I try to stand at a third-party point of view ...

I would naturally still be biased to my own stand.

I do not know why, but it's just naturally.

I can understand why the other person feel/react this way but I just cannot be fair still.

I admit I cant... but I always advise people to do so. WHAT A JOKE.

3. Keep Calm and Stay Cool.

I would always be like - seriously I am having a problem now how am I suppose to keep calm.

I literally want to pull of the person hair!

I am feeling all 18 level of hell crashing on me and I have to stay cool....

OBVIOUSLY I CANT ..... but I still stupidly advise people to do so... HOW DUMB OF ME.

I would always be like chill chill. what happen. ohhh.

But when this replies come to me I just feel like slapping faces

Keep all the anger to myself...

4. Just let everything out, draw/ write/ whatever

I would be like okay, give it a draw and end up ....

the paper would be in the bin and I would be even more angry..

It is like repeating all the problems in my head, spilling it out and suffering again.

And hoping someone would be remorseful and give in.

Which is never happening.

I admit I cant use this advise , but I still advise people to use it how silly of me.

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Ending this I do not know what theme post with my dumbbbb pictures:

My leftover Hot Tomato Pasta.

 ME painting my room. CUTE right, now my room pretty pretty
:P

BYEBYE PEOPLE

xoxo.