Many people think that it was really easy for me to forget someone.
I guess it was true to a certain extend?
It was more about hate initially, like the hate for him.
Slowly, you get used to hating then you can totally ignore his existence.
Then you start learning, learning to adapt to changes.
You start off relying on your friends for emotional support, physical company.
Once awhile you would have a few emotional break down.
After long you can start being alone without thinking about it,
you wouldn't find the need to keep looking at your phone or checking for updates.
You then slowly widen your comfort circle, meet new friends, new people who will continuously help you.
You didn't change, you just grew stronger.
At first it was hard.. but
Time will just prove it all.
In between, you would change physically, but deep within you are still the same person.
You can still be the same girl that needed opinions from others or the one who hide behind during awkward situations. Have notes for the most ridiculous modules, listen to musics without knowing the titles or only have drinks without ice.
Everyone will know that deep within, she is still the same girl that met before.
Just with a stronger front.
I wouldn't say I'm completely over emotionally but I'm over him.
"I can walk on the street and just see us doing the things together, i wouldn't cry, i'll smile.
Cause from it I learnt a lot, hopefully you did too :) "
