Old Friend

Hello darkness, my old friend

Caught yourself slipping back into the same dark hole? 

The same dark hole where all my blog post are inspired upon? 

Saw this quote " you write so beautifully, 

the inside of your mind must be a terrible place" 

How true is that? No idea. 

Maybe my mind is a truly terrible place or ...

The endless possibilities when you overthink. 

like the base of the ocean, 

dark, cold and barely breathing. 

Scars would never fade with time, 

you just learn to move on and look passed it.

Till, it doesn't bother you anymore. 

And often you might remind you of how broken, you once was. 

Subconsciously, hurting everyone that care.
Or are you secretly wishing that someone will notice your differences?
Or if someone will care?

Everyone will hope that you can completely move on. 

Will a simple smile sufficient to show that you have moved on? 

Or does it have to exist in other forms? 

Maybe fake joy? Fake all your emotions? Wear a mask?

How do you know? 

I'm not gonna lie to you, it isn't gonna be easy. 

And there will be some day when life sucks.