Reality

As much as we hope life would be like a movie, hoping that someone would show up as a prince charming saving you from your fall. Or even have a wonderful planned out day, sitting at a park just having some food. These are all real but only in movies. They are scripted. And in the real world, a place called reality, Nothing is scripted. Nothing would work out the way me and out wanted it to be. Just as we planned out the day, a rain came or a event came or even a misfortune.  Even if sometimes it would happen as expected/planned , most of the time... it wouldn't.

Who doesn't want a life like how They show in movie, lovely, sweet blissful. How often does it really happen.. a happy ending.

Heaven

In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play.  ~Friedrich Nietzsche

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For many kids here living in Singapore or any other well developed area,

 this place they live in is heaven. 

There is LOVE from family and friends.

They get to play with their friends.

Laughter, Joy, Excitement.

They have everything .

But how many of them die daily...

Those living in less-developed areas, staving to death.

Those that need serious medical attention, slowly dying/

They are taken away from their heaven.

They are taken away from people who love them.

Please take care of them-children, carefully.

When they are a Baby,

when they are a Toddler,

when they are a Preschooler,

when they are a Teenager,

when they are grown up,

when they are old,

till the moment they die, they are still a kid at heart.

We still dream to become a superhero,

be a superhero to save the day.

A superhero to protect someone.

Please do not give up on anyone .

Just like how you do not want to be given up by your family or friends.
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And lastly before I end,
if anyone where to see hoodie similar to the one below please tell me where to get !
Budget <25 lh.
at wardrobemess they selling for $30.90 abit expensive..

bye.



Just another day.

Hello People, 
This would be a superrrrrrrrrr SHORT post.
I just posting for fun also .
HAHAHAHA.
Today I finally did my bed room, its sort of "well-decorated"
But its still messy.
Jeanne - Messy it's linked:P
if things aren't messy, I wouldn't be able to find my things:P
HAHAHAHa.
AND I AM BREAKING PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.
This is just my siblings and me playing with the webcam, like no tomorrow:P
BUT WHO CARES.
there is like TONS of unglam pictures inside so ya.....
DUN JUDGE!

BYE PEOPLE.

Birthday

Firstly, my seventeen birthdays wishes I have yet to complete.

Here it goes:

My first birthday wish : I hope my family member and friends are all HEALTHY STRONG AND FIT!

My second birthday wish: To do well for my o level, get back on track and study!

3rd : To step out of my comfort zones and do what I thought was impossible.

4th: Get over and done with O level , start work then earn money to support myself.

5th: Hope to have 48 hour a day so I have more than enough time to study all the content based subjects for examination .

6th:  Hope that everyone who I appreciate/ appreciated and appreciating would back up and work for their dreams.

I do not what to write anymore...

Just going to stop here and continue when I think of anymore to add.

So well, my birthday... Was pretty much a surprise before my baby told me ...

It was unexpected.

So well, I had almost all my best brothers here...

People they make up almost my entire secondary school life.

The endless jokes in canteen. The care even though they always bully me.

From a meal at shabu sushi  @ nex with my baby( he treat:P )

to dinner at opp SSC with Tian fu all

and of course the last 'checkpoint' at my house downstairs where I got a cake and my favourite Cadbury chocolate ( MONSTER MOOD) I haven really ate it, but I am going to after I full HEALLL.

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE WHOLE DAY: MY FAVOURITE AND MOST EMBRASSING PART

walking at SSC with 17 balloon attracting attention of ALL Kids. center of attraction.

till, today I still could not actually believe my baby planned this for me.

if its me I would fail the thing LIKE SUPER DAMN BADLY.

GIRLS BEING GIRLS.

with 17 balloon, when I headed home...

CAMWAR, FOR LIKE 30 min with my sister :P

HAHAHAHHA.

so fun and cool.

this was my 17 birthday, by far the most memorable one.

OHHHYA, NOT FORGETTING MY CHECKMATE CARD QT.pie

FROM huixian.

And my TERRO OREO's ORAL GD LUCK PRESENT+BIRTHDAY.

stop dreaming start doing.



A Castle

I built a wall, waiting for you to break it down.

I built a door, waiting for you to walk through it.

I built a castle, waiting for you to stay with me.

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I saw relationship with a whole new view today.

Well, not really today but just after so long ....

Relationships can be strong like metal.

Relationship can be weak like paper too.

It breaks easily, tear easily and burns easily.

Some relationship can be both, like glass.

It shutters once it drop, but it is still strong.

But no matter what relationship it is,

once it breaks and you wan to use SUPER GLUE or TAPE or whatever.

There would be a scar left behind.

These scars can make us grow.

These scars can remind us not to fall back into the same problems we once faced.

But how many people indeed remember those scars they had, in life.

Reality is cruel, growing up is a torture but we have to face it.

So what even if we want to stop growing want to hide from reality.

Can we really hide from this?

Hide from everyone including yourself?

Would you wake up in horror of your sweet dreams?

Or would you wake up smiling that you had a sweet dream?

Since dreams are the opposite of reality.

Would sweet dreams = Bad reality?

Reality is filled with mostly simple and some complex stuffs.

The simpler things were to be, the more people think it is complicated, making things complicated.

Thoughts kill, overthinking KILLS MORE.

It should be time we stop thinking, and start working ... DREAMS.

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For years, I have been in Relationship and everyone always give me the same advise.

And I always give people the same advise, obviously.

But its easy said then done.

Well people would always say:

1. talk to him- boyfriend(or in your case anyone who this 'problem' concerns)

sit down and talk PEACEFUL.

 But WHO CAN BE PEACEFUL TO SPEAK WITH (SOMEONE) when in problem!

who wouldn't be angry/sad/anything?

who can just sit down and talk your heart out.

I admit I cant... but I always advise people to do so.

2. Some people will ask you to stand in a Third Person point of view.

And re-view this whole problem and incident.

But obviously I cant, cause I only care about oneself (no just joking)

I feel even when I try to stand at a third-party point of view ...

I would naturally still be biased to my own stand.

I do not know why, but it's just naturally.

I can understand why the other person feel/react this way but I just cannot be fair still.

I admit I cant... but I always advise people to do so. WHAT A JOKE.

3. Keep Calm and Stay Cool.

I would always be like - seriously I am having a problem now how am I suppose to keep calm.

I literally want to pull of the person hair!

I am feeling all 18 level of hell crashing on me and I have to stay cool....

OBVIOUSLY I CANT ..... but I still stupidly advise people to do so... HOW DUMB OF ME.

I would always be like chill chill. what happen. ohhh.

But when this replies come to me I just feel like slapping faces

Keep all the anger to myself...

4. Just let everything out, draw/ write/ whatever

I would be like okay, give it a draw and end up ....

the paper would be in the bin and I would be even more angry..

It is like repeating all the problems in my head, spilling it out and suffering again.

And hoping someone would be remorseful and give in.

Which is never happening.

I admit I cant use this advise , but I still advise people to use it how silly of me.

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Ending this I do not know what theme post with my dumbbbb pictures:

My leftover Hot Tomato Pasta.

 ME painting my room. CUTE right, now my room pretty pretty
:P

BYEBYE PEOPLE

xoxo.

16 days to my 17th birthday.

Well this post was suppose to be yesterday, 17 days to the 17th birthday.

But yesterday, I was too busy doing compo doing all my last min assignments.

STRESS AHHH :P

"Sometimes I wish I had a partner ,

someone to tell me 'relax dear it's right' 

or 'you were having a bad dream that's all'."

-Unknown

My first birthday wish : I hope my family member and friends are all HEALTHY STRONG AND FIT!

My second birthday wish: To do well for my o level, get back on track and study!

This could probably sum up everything for the week and ya, I have to start picking up speed ,

continue STUDYING and not PROCASTINATE.

And also , EVERYBODY JIAYOUS! 

THE LAST BATTLE IS COMING.

FINAL STAGE!

  WIN THE MONSTER O' LEVEL.

but well, back to the point .

Today I want to share about some "gift idea" be it for friends, for family or Love once.

This is just all my opinions and well everything I brought as my money, obviously:P

First, CARE PACKAGE.

You can add anything you like inside, be it supplements, food, etc etc that the person need.

So well, my baby always complain about him being HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY .

or LAZY TO EAT/COOK .

So I brought him a tons of food which he like .... not like he like more of I like:P

Potato chips, Hello panda, Hershey chocolate, Twisties, Uncle tibits, QOO, Green tea, Maggie mee...

some not featured in the picture , cause I added after that..

Second, LOVE COUPONS.

Spice up the relationship a little:D

So well, I edited those that were on the net cause I lazy to do mine :

 All this are just things I thought of , of course you can change it to whatever you like it to be using Photoshop, etc:)

And remember to print them on card-stocks , which is very affordable at POPULAR.

Just head down to the "paper section"

To those who do not know what is Card-stocks they are just papers which are slightly THICKER.

Print them and Cut them, dun be lazy!:D

Pretty right? :D

CUT THEM NICELY! Put effort in this okay!:)

I would have a video link down below on how to do this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dq5of8W-xvM&feature=c4-overview-vl&list=PLDC706EE9837E627E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OsQEgB0Z30\

although it is in Italian or whatever it is to be, but ya, can just see the video:)

If need any explanation can ask me .

and those decorative paper can also be printed :

http://www.craftingeek.me/p/papel-deco.html

I printed them on card stocks too, just choose whatever designs you like and download them!:D

they have FREE and UNIQUE designs!

Hope this helped people out there , giving you ideas to give people a gift :)



Love.

"When the night has come and the land's dark,

when the moon is the only light we'll see,\

look at the stars; can you count them?

I miss you that much."

-unknown

 

It hurt a lot to know that I love you, from the moon and back.

Everyday facing quite a lot of stress.

Sometimes I just cant control myself to,

keep that little bit of angry within myself.

Bury myself under work, trying to forget.

but if I cant control my own emotions ,

cannot forgive you how am I suppose to love....

Give me a solution, please.

Nightmare because you and HER HER HER AND HER

(typing her was just so much fun so I typed a little too much)

It just cannot stop playing over and over in my head.

The feeling in my heart, keep killing me

My heart shatters over and over again.

Your love, is it too much for me to handle?

 OR am I assuming you love me?

if two people were meant to be together, is it us?

Can we then in the end find back that feeling we used to have?

The love we forage for?

or the problem is just with me?

Lost of opinion, Lost of thought, Lost of the feeling .

Lost practically everything...

But, when the day came ,

when I found everything I lost that day knowing the truth,

will you still be there?

Love or Hate.

Fight or Not.

Let go or Not.

 

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My sister, no matter how annoying she is she will never ignore me.

Even when I order her round the house.

I love you Joyce, I know you do too.

 

 So well, 20 June 2013,

I went to MBS!  hahaha, thanks to HweeHan.

SO of course, I went with my Love and a bunch of LOVELY FRIENDS!<3

so, pictures speaks a thousand words :

 

-INSERT OTHER LOVELY PEOPLE TOO-

 

BUHBYE!:)

xoxo. Love.

Forgiving.

Forgive.

"Forgive and Forget."

"Can you forgive me?" 

"I will forgive you."

These words often appears in life, how many time exactly have you forgiven someone and also begged for forgiveness?

People say forgiving is an inner heart feeling.

When you forgive, this incident then would not be kept in heart , would not be often spoke about.

But, I face a problem, I think I forgive someone already. However, this in incident keep appearing in my hand, heart stabbing feeling still could be felt.

What then someone should do?

Really to forgive and forget entirely?

What if I cannot forget?

What then would happen?

From today onwards, I hope I can forgive freely.

Take out the thorns in my heart, and let it go.

The only solution

Dreams.Heartbreak.Love.Believe.

Today, lets forgive one another and live tomorrow with no hatred.

 

xoxo.Love