Instead of my usual update in my month/week, I just wanted to sit down and type random stuffs... about Life. So ya. Have been kind of addicted to 'if i stay' soundtracks . Its like SOOOOO nice.
Currently I'm in the midst of working~ Kindergarten Teacher :D And yes, I wouldn't teach the kids vulgarity and stuffs.. Hahah.I am a good teacher okay. I let my student's creativity and imagination flow like crazy... That Art lessons is their fav lesson of the week. This is not really a tiring job to me, like all my students are just god dammit adorable ! Adorable > Tired. They would just randomly make funny faces just to make me laugh in class. PS. This is not a babysitting job. I do not have to wipe their butts or make them go sleep. We just have fun 24/7 :P
Now, things have also became more and more complicated. It is like a similar cross path again, waiting for me to choose. And I have a bad feeling that I would make the wrong choices again... the shittty feelingg. If only i could look into the future of both choices, then choose which is best for me. It's just pathetic like how i spend my time on people who are unworthy... waste my time. Saw this sentence somewhere : "how many times must i say, "I'm done", before I really am? " Totally me.. never learn from mistakes I made, repeating them over and over again.
If only you could tell me whether you are worthy of my time.
If only I had the master key to every's brain and know what they were thinking.
maybe... you could just probably tell me.
Why the most random topics also seems so interesting when it's with him.
Dun wanna have the wrong feelings for the wrong person again.
Dun wanna fall for the wrong person again.
This is the most random and logic-less post ever but well everyone would have those day..
Days when everything is just so randomly flowing through your mind.
Till Next Time.
Stay Happy and Beautiful.
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