Its Thursday 11.12.14, 5.15am. Probably feeling very emotional right now cause I just cry for like 3 episode straight of a sad kdrama. It has been so long since I cry out my feelings "conceal dont feel". Now I think I have swollen eyes, its going to be damn puffy tmr. Lucky no sch and exam, if not I dunno how to face people sia.
Love is a multiplayer game, some people stick with the normal two player and some decide to play cheat. Maybe some date you just because they are bored or involved a pure two player game to something else. Or some entertain you cause they think eventually maybe someday you will be important to them. Nevertheless, they forget just like them we have feelings too. We feel hurt and we experience heartbreak. Did you spare a thought for them?
One day, you wake up maybe you are no longer gonna see me, waiting for you like I used to. No more messages, no more breakfast just vanish into thin air. That day will be the same day you are gonna regret on your actions. Maybe its time for me to come to my senses and stop breaking my own heart over and over, again and again.
He doesn't love you or care about you, why should you do the same?
Played the old songs, I saw you right next to me. If this a dream or reality ?
Fake a frown, you hurt others.
Fake a smile, you hurt yourself.
Stay true to your heart and feelings.
Sorry for the random and wordy post. Next post will be better and more positive.
5.40am
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