People.

There are people you instantly click with you and people that dun.

There are people who judge you instantly and never talk to you ever again.

There are people who are meant to be in pages of your book and people that dun.

There are people who stay in chapters of your book and people that leave.

There are people who will understand you inside out and people that dun bother to even try.

You can never predict what is gonna happen the next minute so cherish the present.

People would leave when you least expect it to happen.

one of my friends once told me... 

i should just take whatever chance i have, to say whatever i have in mind.

cause we are just gonna regret whatever chance we never took.

...

when you are attracted to people, it's about the details. Their kindness. Their Eyes. Their Smile.

The fact that he can make you laugh when you need it most, when you wake up on the wrong side of the bed

even when other thinks that the love wouldn't work out....

Two people in love, alone, in an isolated world... its beautiful, its magical.

harsh reality, its never like this...

there is no such thing as an isolated and alone world ...

love is never just about the two people, its more than that.

He can be your source of happiness as well as the one ruining it.

He can be your strength but also weaken you.

He can be your everything but also nothing.

He's words is gonna hit you harder than you will ever admit.

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" It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even statues. And it brings a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back, but you can't help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would be lasted. "

Saw this on tumblr and realized... 

Well it's true but somethings will just never turn out the way you wanted it to.

New things today will become old tomorrow.

I  can't say I dun look back on those memories.. 

But I can safely say, I dun really miss that part of my life as much as I thought it would be initially. 

Time heals all wound, well at least most of it.

Time change, people change. 

Over the months, I've learnt a lot.

How to be independent again.

How to step out of my comfort zone.

 How to let go of things.

How to keep myself occupied with my hobby and passion. 

How to count my blessing, notice the little details in life. 

Thankful for all that I've experienced for the past years, hopefully the next few will be better. 

with love. 

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Random day

Well i was typing this a few days after o level result release, in class i was like thinking last year on the same occasion how i was feeling the nervousness and excitement after seeing my face appear on screen....

*pat on my back* Well done Jeanne :D

okay i should stop talking about o levels and get on with life.

so well, i would say MST was mehhhhh, not that well but not that bad as well.

Had a small talk with Pei Lin on the train and i really liked something she said: "Be who you are and say what you feel" it was basically something along the line.

actually i got not much to say or share this month sia.
other than the fact i have been procrastinating a lot more.

but well, here the Burger King that give me like a few more days of fever :(

(after it being better like finally)

 so well cause i was sick i had sometime to think and reflect...

anyways if you never follow me on snapchat or twitter, happy new year guys :D 

(although it is like so long ago)

here the adorable new year doodle :D

 supper on a sick day ;x cause i couldn't resist temptation 

  It's time to throw this away... 2014 byeeeeeeeeeeee

so well, after all the sick days on 2nd Jan i finally HEALLLLL

 i went out to fetch my bro from first day of sch

being the forever lost kid i am, 

i got lost at khabit trying to find OPSS (my bro sch lah)

thank god for the existence of maps and gps  

PS: my bro haven buy uniform that's why he go sec sch in pri sch uniform.

Hang out abit at JiaYi's place then meet my savior for marketing... help me borrow marketing tb.

(which i have yet to read)

MORE FOOD BECAUSE FOOD IS LIFE.

first day of school i think...

Long Lecture Day :(

every time i wan to take a picture... somebody must photo bomb me? :(

NO SCH TUESDAY= WORK  :D

There was alot of new kids that was adorable to the MAX

All my kiddo finally upgrade from K1 to K2 

when we move from class to class they will still walk to the wrong room :P

SO ADORABLE. then they will stomp back to the right class laughing.

"Look at my frozen family"

now my work place have a gym room whereby they can do PE and music in

SO DAMN FUN LAH. 

is like after 5 min they can finally sit down and listen...

8am LESSON WEDNESDAY 

SERIOUSLY THIS TEACHER ><

Cannot late even for 1 min...

if you're walk into class at 8.11 am, you can just detour go home sleep sua.

MORE FOOD CAUSE MORE FOOD PIC IS AWESOME :P

2hr break : WenTing the profession help me tie a side braid :D

it probably just made me look more like a primary school kiddo ;x

,Wednesday did some damage to my wallet  :( 

Thursday was elearning dayyy and also my stay home day.

Actually got gen ed but i'm defiantly not going school just for that. 

basically i just stayed home and did some work while skyping with burden Jan.

HERE COMES TGIF.

Started the morning with a Hill climb well i was late for class :(

I wake up at 12 + i think when my lessons starts at 10...

So being the studious Jeanne, she still get ready and go to sch.

(actually she go to sch just to get FOM results lo ;x)

MUM PACKED ME SANDWICH for breakfast and i ate it for lunch ;x

Stay home Saturday to do my Econs Project which is due on i also dunno when...

end up i just procrastinated all day and eat cookie lah.

Family 'outing' Sunday, i went to Seng kang to visit my relatives... which was pretty boring

i just sit there and use my laptop typing FOM stuffs, answer questions from my relatives that about it...

Well since i was in SengKang alr, so i just go and meet Jan and had Dinner together.

End up buying M&Ms from CHOCOSPOT as well :(

MONEY FLY HIGH.

^^^^^ANYBODY WAN?  I can give you his number :P

HOT TOMATO :D

MONDAY which was like yesterday? 

I WOKE UP LATE FOR CLASS AGAIN..

I wanted to go for stats lesson lo but well i could wake up lo...

And i had 2 sets of lunch ;x

like one plate of rice from fc6 and one set of upsize mac nugget meals with TWISTED FRIES 

OMG FINALLY TWISTED FRIES IS BACK!

it was like craving satisfied ...

 head straight home after school, cause i was really tired 

I sleep while watching a video then somehow my phone dropped on my face :( 

PAIN AF.

Today... No work partly cause there is exams tmr and also cause i was too tired :(

 SHAG TO THE MAX.

Gonna go do SPSS alr, if not i really going to fail my exams..

I dun even understand a single shit on lab. GGWP alr.

Heres more bundle of Joy for you :P

Happy Mid Week Guys :D

Till Next Time.

Stay happy and beautiful.

Philophobia.

just thought i'll start of this post rather lighthearted since my previous post was kind of serious ...
i promise my next post will be my usual stuffs i normally post :P

just saying , this is gonna be a very  'all over the place'  post.

2015 :  travel to a new place.

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Philophobia ; the fear of being in love and falling in love.

She's addicted to the song lyrics that spill her heart out of her. 

"if this was a movie you will be here by now"

"A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness 

A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress"

"When you are dreaming with a broken heart  the waking up is the hardest part"

Just because you miss someone, doesn't mean you need them back in your life. 

Missing is just part of moving on. 

I used to miss all the little things.

The company, the smiles, the thoughts, the random.

There will be songs we used to listen together that makes me think that i am right next to you.

But there's really no shortcut to forgetting someone or something.

You just have endure missing them everyday until you don't anymore.

cause everyday, every night you will realise you miss them lesser and lesser.

People would ask you about it, they would still talk about it.

No matter how much you dun wish that it is remembered,

no matter how much you wished that it would be entirely erased from your life.

These are not flaws or imperfections, its past, kept away and reflected only on days you feel like.

Its a small story, a small part about yourself.

this moment will be just another story someday. 

Life move too fast, you got to move on someday soon.

you would only lose things you hold on and cling on to,

cause letting go of it ,is losing it.

choose happiness.

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there are just days i wished i had insane courage 

and days i just wished i had bravery to withstand embarrassment. 

And excuse me, but you're really cute.

Thoughts.

Thoughts ; a single act of product of thinking. 

Your thoughts are just thoughts.

Thoughts are what hold you back, they are things that limits you in life.

There is a quote that goes: " Let you faith be bigger than your fear.", how many of us can actually do it?

When we actually meet fear itself, will you have the courage to face it?

Your thoughts are what imprison you like gravity yet letting them go creates fear.

Be it fear of love, fear of height, fear of rejection or fear of pain.

We fall, we rise, we make mistakes, we live, we learn, we've been hurt but we are alive.

 We are humans, we might not be prefect but we can change, we can adapt.

I'm not here to ask you to let go of all the thoughts or all the fear 

but I wanna tell you give it a shot if you think it is worth it.

If you ever had the thought to, maybe it's time to make your world of thought into reality.

Dun live with a thorn in heart.

Dun live with all the 'what if '.

Thoughts build intertwining vines, dun lets this vines trap you...

....

I knew from the moment you walk through that door and into my life, make me feel the way I've never felt before and then walk away.... with your hands blooded, your knife still in my heart and I'm still bleeding for you. 

....

stay true to yourself