Philophobia.

just thought i'll start of this post rather lighthearted since my previous post was kind of serious ...
i promise my next post will be my usual stuffs i normally post :P

just saying , this is gonna be a very  'all over the place'  post.

2015 :  travel to a new place.

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Philophobia ; the fear of being in love and falling in love.

She's addicted to the song lyrics that spill her heart out of her. 

"if this was a movie you will be here by now"

"A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness 

A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress"

"When you are dreaming with a broken heart  the waking up is the hardest part"

Just because you miss someone, doesn't mean you need them back in your life. 

Missing is just part of moving on. 

I used to miss all the little things.

The company, the smiles, the thoughts, the random.

There will be songs we used to listen together that makes me think that i am right next to you.

But there's really no shortcut to forgetting someone or something.

You just have endure missing them everyday until you don't anymore.

cause everyday, every night you will realise you miss them lesser and lesser.

People would ask you about it, they would still talk about it.

No matter how much you dun wish that it is remembered,

no matter how much you wished that it would be entirely erased from your life.

These are not flaws or imperfections, its past, kept away and reflected only on days you feel like.

Its a small story, a small part about yourself.

this moment will be just another story someday. 

Life move too fast, you got to move on someday soon.

you would only lose things you hold on and cling on to,

cause letting go of it ,is losing it.

choose happiness.

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there are just days i wished i had insane courage 

and days i just wished i had bravery to withstand embarrassment. 

And excuse me, but you're really cute.